Okay, this post might be a mess, but I'm doing this in separate threads because im really curious what you guys think. When I was taking a shower (rare occurance, i know), I had this inner discussion with myself again "why dont you enjoy the shit? You can access everything with one click and yet youre still not satisfied". And I know why. Back when I didnt have internet (well, nobody really had) we enjoyed sharing stuff on floppy discs, funny images, silly gifs with cats and sometimes even a short 144p video that we watched over and over. Sometimes some computer magazines were adding CDs and they had this special folder with "memes". And we enjoyed almost everything. Now? I dont even bother with web comics anymore, memes are forced, 99% of images are not funny, videos are just compilations and reposts. Seen't everything. Then music. I am really dissapointed with music nowadays, I cant find anything new that pleases me. And here I am conflicted when it comes to finding an answer. When I was discovering metal I was finding shit daily that I enjoyed. Power metal, heavy metal, thrash metal, then death, black, "viking", then progressive shit. Finally I decided what I liked the most, stuck to progressive and death metal mostly, power and heavy got kinda boring and rest i listened to ocassionally. But did I enjoy that because it was relatively hard to find new stuff? First it was cassettes, then CDs, then early internet with single mp3 (or even fucking midis) and then you just had to browse the internet for more of those artists. Now? I dont think I enjoyed metal for 2 years. I dont think I enjoy music at all. Sure, when I got bored of metal I found stuff that I could enjoy, went back to classics, pop, video game music, everything (except for fucking hip hop, its cancer). Did I just hear everything already and got bored or did I hear the absolute best long time ago and since nothing can't top that for so long I got lost. Probably a mix of both. And it's probably gonna happen again with other stuff. Recently I decided to give anime a try since I run out of movies I wanted to watch. But apparently I started with the absolute best, tried 3 different things now from different genres and nope, it fucking blows, and there is so much stuff to browse, most of it is probably trash and I dont even want to bother. So, is there too much content at our hands, it spoiled us, or am I just salty, grumpy ass that will die never satisfied.