[ame]http://video.google.com.au/videoplay?docid=8102723686161066292&q=john+todd&total=2428&start=0&num=10&so=0&type=search&plindex=1[/ame] For the past couple of weeks ive been investingating the backgrounds of the Illuminati and this supposed new world order which will come into fruition since September, 11 1991. I stumbled across this video on Google when searching for the topic. John Todd was a member of the infamous New World Order group the Illuminati. (If he dont know who the Illuminati are, please search Youtube or wikipedia for an answer) Judge for yourself. I know that alot of people will have different opinions about his views. Its hard to see what is real, I was always lead to believe that the Illuminati was lead by the Bavarian and Germany stonemasons...not by a bunch of witches and satanists. I know that not all music is bad, but Im still judging for myself what his talking about. Deep down I know there is something seriously wrong with society and some force is trying to stop us from being who we're destined to be. Most of what he says is partly true. Alot of people who do listen to satanic music seem to be on just one level, they demote any feelings of love an compassion and make out that if you dont follow the devil your not worthy of living. I for one changed my music style along time ago. In high school I use to listen to alot of satanic music and negative thoughts and feelings grew inside me cos the music was taking over my life. Each day I would listen to the music more and more cos as Todd said "its a drug". The people I hanged around with had the same effect. I use to drink alot, smoke to much and just be negative about everything. I don't know what it was, maybe it was the help of a armored saint, who knows? But soon after discovering the powers of "white metal" as I call it, or power metal music I grew more and more wearier of my calling in life. The music seemed to give me a feeling inside which I have never experienced before, its made me feel empowered in a way which me and the world were connected and I could do anything If I put my mind to it...especially with music by Gamma Ray since Kai does sing positively about us living together in peace without war, for example songs like Future World, Heaven Can Wait and of course the album which was based on the theory that the world is run by the Illuminati, No World Order. I know he goes onto say that heavy metal is the most extreme of this "pet project" of the Illuminati, but certain good powers are trying to show us the right way. I don't want to sound like some religious nut case, but something did change me. I mean people have seen it since they last saw me in high school...even when I look at myself I see that I have changed for the better. Now I'm nowhere near as negative as I use to be, I treat any situation with responsibility and always care for those who are less fortunate. Back when I was listening to so called satanic bands, I just felt empty inside like I was worth nothing and they keep on telling to feel this way. I'm not trying to manipulate people into believing this mans thoughts, but what he says does make certain sense. I know that the subject of the Illuminati is abit touchy to some so I wont go into it now, but watch the video and see what you think. I still listen to all kinds of music, but something has turned me away from bands like Cannibal Corpse, Morbid Angel and other negative or satanic bands, for all I know I maybe wrong, but thats just the way I feel.