You might want to try one of the more kinky dating websites for that shit, you kinky sub. I think that, since moving, I've seen an influx of girls that might actually be into me and, unlike back at home where the girls most likely didn't give two shits, I'm starting to kinda get the hint.
Iirc OkCupid had a feature where you'd fill out a list of your weird kinks, and other members would only see what the two of you had in common. That was a really neat feature.
It was for a while especially without a quote feature. I bugged them about it enough that they developed a really shitty one. It got so bad that they kept the board up but took the link off the main site. They had so many trolls on there it was hilarious.
Being a dominatrix shouldn't involve being mean all the time, that sounds like it was much more of a job to her and less a natural expression she was capitalizing on. I get exhausted from dealing with women who want me to be the typical dominant male and that's essentially what I'm talking about here. Not that the relationship is about sex, as in just sexual pleasure that any person can honestly just satisfy with an Internet connect and their hand, but rather I think it's more akin to going against my fundamental nature constantly, probably how a closeted gay person feels being married to someone of the opposite sex. They probably genuinely got off sexually a lot but deep down it was killing them because they're gay. Well, that's how I feel about being with goofy submissive women my whole life lol. I can only keep it up for so long before I feel like I'm dying inside from a fundamental dissatisfaction. It's also not just sexual, because sex doesn't happen in a vacuum obviously, it comes with all kinds of dynamics and emotions. What is it that you like about a woman who puts on a tough public front but are basically slavegirls in private? Genuinely interested. I'm surprised, I've always talked about what I'm into. Women have been using my face as a seat since I was in high school. That sounds awesome. This is probably the best way to discover yourself, by being with someone who is exploratory and honestly most people probably find out, in the course of exploration in the bedroom, that they're vanilla and perfectly satisfied with basic, normal sex. For me it was just an unfolding, ever-expanding realization that I like to be a little worm.
it's not necessarily a public/private thing i guess, but vulnerable/wounded people hiding behind an thick mass of convincing armor just do it for me, and that can often be how it manifests. i think most people would be surprised how much stuff they'd enjoy if it was instigated in the right way. then again maybe some of us are just fucking freaks
I still have a hard time knowing that there are men out there who go "yuck" when they see a big butt. They exist though.
i had a friend once who said 'women are like curry, why would you want one plate of curry when you can have a huge mound of curry'? that dude really loved curry. and fat chicks.
sexy attractive broad approached me and wanted to give me here number, not that I asked, but she's gotta have atleast a decade on me, she looks wicked good, weird thing is I seen her months ago and one night had some kind of crush on her, gave her a ring and she did not pick up at the time and called back, but I did not know, so i'm going to give her another shot this week, lay off the sauce for a bit when she comes over
