Nothing, attempting to quit smoking a second time. It's just fucking whacked. I'm going through alcohol/addiction recovery and ingulge in coffee and cigs. It's just self destructive as fuck whacked, you wanna get back into old habbits because the way you feel. I start to mentally and pysically go right too shit. Maybe moreso than when drinking or on drugs.
I actually kinda thought he might be dead this time. Am I a bad person for not really caring? Cramming for finals. God damn I am sick of studying. Have not left this building since Friday. Still haven't gotten enough shit done because I keep internetting. Fucking Cracked.com, that site is evil. EVIL.
He used to be funnier, when he'd post about how he touched some girl's arm and how horny that made him. For several thousand words. Man, those rants always made me feel better about my own sad existence.
I reached a plateau higher than teleport land and 9000! Usually when I go higher than 9000 I come back soon and go back to teleport land which is pretty cool. This is epic. Adele is a fucking amazing musician right now.
Cheer up dude,life never seems as interesting or fun once you give up certain 'luxuries' but you'll forget about them in time.
Sitting at work spaced out as hell because I didn't sleep enough. I have no classes to teach all day but I have to stay late for the English extracurricular club. Tomorrow is Friday but it seems so far away...
Working on a new song (black metal sort of in the vein of Blut Aus Nord with some keyboards during the "chorus" section). No vocals or lyrics yet, and the song isn't finished in terms of structure but I like how it's coming out so far. edit: here's the whole thing I currently have! http://www.lightningmp3.com/live/85706-workInProgress.mp3
I just handed in a 4000 word essay ten minutes before the deadline. I didn't have time to alphabetically order the references. Still, I can now sleep when I want to sleep and eat when I want to eat so life has improved with this heavy load off my mind. I'd feel better if I'd done a better job of the essay though. Still it wont count towards what I actually get at the end of the degree so mhm never mind.