Just got home and checked the mail. My brothers wedding invite FINALLY arrived. I can't describe the anxiety I have around this event. Going to see and meet a lot of new people and going to see some family I'm to be honest- not cool with. I'm beyond panic ridden thinking about going alone. I may end up not going or vanishing half way through. I've never been close w my brother but I feel happy he's chosen to include me on his special day. Now I'm extra stressed! Guess I'll work out and get baked!